Saturday, November 15, 2008

Here I go again..

I feel like all I think and talk about lately is the significance of this month last year. November 2007 will forever be etched in my mind. On one hand we celebrate that we did not lose my dad from the massive heart attack that he had, but on the other hand we grieve for the loss of our babies. Today marks the one year anniversary that I lost our second precious girl. Today, in the cold and rain, I will make my first trip to the cemetary in several months to lay flowers in memory of her. That day, November 15, 2007 forever changed who I am as a human being. As hard as it was to go through something like that, I'm greatful that I have been able to pull through and come out as a better person, and a better mother because of it.

6 comments:

connie said...

Having gone thru this experience as well, I fully understand that it's something & someone that you'll never forget. I always get sentimental on the day that we lost our precious angel boy. I'm thinking about you today & saying prayers for you all. (((hugs)))

TEACHBROECK said...

My thoughts are with you....I hope you find peace at the cemetary.

Bug's mama said...

Prayers and special thoughts are with you on this day. I am sure it is excruciating, but what a wonderful way to remember your sweet baby girl.

Sugar and Ice said...

You are an amazingly strong woman. To see something positive in a situation that was so truly terrible...that is inspiring. Take care; you're in my prayers.

Sara said...

Sending hugs and special thoughts your way today - I think we all miss your babies right along with you girlie....

Eva said...

I'm so sorry for your loss.